In Nominae Dominae

No sé si se debe a que ya estoy muy dañado. Quizás sea la deshidratación... o el hambre que me acaba de regresar, con todas sus fuerzas... pero me siento a todísima madre.

Podría aventarme un chorísimo metafísico y de autoconocimiento... pero neto, duele hasta respirar. Y no de sentido metafórico. Por lo tanto, me ahorraré las explicaciones y por primera vez en mi vida simplemente disfrutaré un momento de calma, de no estar sufriendo... de simplemente existir.

Además, las sutilezas de Dios llegan cuando las necesitamos, no cuando deseamos.

Guess what?

You suck!

And I swear I don't say this in judgment... it's just that... well... you do.

Enough is enough II

Ok, ok, ok... esto me pasa por pendejo.

La cagué monumentalmente con lo de Isa. Lo admito.

¿Contenta? ¡Ya perdoname!

Solitude...

How many times have you told me you love her (him)
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth (that I love you)
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you (This best change)
You looked through me

Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself (too many)
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me (As always)

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind (Yes... even you did)
I can't stay here another night

Your secret admirer
Who could it be

Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me

And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

48 hours...

Por favor... ahora resulta que la personita me percibió. Nadie puede sentirme si yo no quiero. Y quien quiero que me sienta no quiere.

Ahora bien... van 48 horas de que todo está en orden.

No sabes lo feliz que eso me hace... voy por las 72...

What Have You Done?

What Have You Done (feat. Keith Caputo)

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Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
Than to harm the one I love

What have you done now?

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now

I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now
Why, Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I feel
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away
What have you done now?
Why, Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you

What have you done x4
What have you done now
What have you done x4
What have you done now

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slippïng away
What have you done now?
Why, Why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us
Between me and you
x2

I want to die...

Estoy al borde de volverme loco... de nuevo la soledad de la noche. El escribir de contrabando. El llorar en silencio.

Tantas emociones y tan pocas palabras... y no fuiste ni capaz de decirme adiós. Toda mi fuerza, todo lo que alguna vez creí que era, está en duda.

Quiero morir. Quiero que este ser que soy yo que está sufriendo muera de una buena vez. Que se desvanezca de una vez y para siempre.... que las lágrimas dejen de correr, y mi estómago mantenga algo por más de media hora.

Y mi divinidad, más ausente que nunca. Ni siquiera siento a Yhashua conmigo. Grito tu nombre, implorando que me escuches entre sueños... mientras me hago a la idea de que no sobreviviré a esto.

Nunca había sentido un dolor tan intenso... y jamás dejaré de esperar a que vuelvas...

...

And yet... she did do it

Inner battle...

At the time being, I'm trying REALLY hard...

...not to hate that stupid, opportunistic, fat son of a bitch.

...not to give into my burning rage.

...not to say or write anything that I might regret.

...to stay focused on the moment.

...avoiding all this enormous pain to cloud my judgement.

...to surrender to Divinity's Will.

...to let you go.


Please, my love, don't make my mistakes. The following pain is far greater than you can think. I would kill for you to be free with me... please, don't do it... I beg you.

Only Love Prevails

El título está jotolón pero me vale auténtica verga.

Con la novedad de que a pesar de todo, el amor sigue ahí.

"El problema nunca ha sido falta de amor"

Una frase de una película que vi ayer. Y tiene razón.

"Patience, focus on 'the trials'".

Perdón, pero esta vez no me iré con la finta. Esta es una de "las pruebas". El asunto no solo es de paciencia y resistir, no. Se trata de recordar que solo el amor prevalece, vivir el momento y existir...

... pero no es fácil. Tampoco imposible.