A friend in need's a friend indeed...

Ya vi por qué no tení­a inspiración en la tarde y escribí­ un post soso y carente de sentido.

Sabí­a que tení­a que escribir pero no era el momento. Ahora ya lo sé. Desde hace un par de semanas he tenido la tentación de hablarle a una persona muy cercana para mí­. Confieso que cada que me vení­a a la mente pensaba: Después... cuando tenga tiempo...

Ayer me pasaron dos pérdidas materiales seguidas, a mi coche, mi caballo, se le chingan los frenos (en eso no importa gastar) y mi celular vale olí­mpica, espectacular, vil y llaneramente verga. Así­ nomás. ¡Kaput!

Lo interesante del asunto es que en el celular tení­a TODA mi agenda de contactos: drums rolling... ¡SIN RESPALDAR EN EL CHIP!

En otras palabras, me acabo de quedar virtualmente incomunicado... very fucking nice.

Y con eso pierdo toda oportunidad de mandarle mensaje, o sacar teléfono para llamarle. (Aqui­ hay una lección).

Así­ que decido visitar su blog. Y lo que leo me mete un golazo emocional. Imposibilitado para escribir por messenger, solo pude hacer un comentario con todas las intenciones de pedirle perdón por no haberme comunicado antes.

No pude. Y no por orgullo. Por solidaridad.

Pero no me retracté de tratar de tender una mano amiga. El sarcasmo y los chistes mentales son una buena forma de distraer a esta persona que ha estado shocked desde hace dos semanas. Extrañamente, la manera de firmarlo fue escribir lo que en ese instante intuí­.

Y con eso aprendo la lección secundaria...


Ya sé que me estás leyendo, myfriend, esto es para tí­:

We only fear the unknown.
We never know if the new will hurt, that's why we fear it... out of the repulsion of pain.

When we feel dissapointed, it's best for us to make that very clear to the loved one. And only love prevails.

When we feel outraged, it's best to remember two things:

"May you be offended by those who can, not by anyone."
"The sins of the father, are not of the son. Same works with other family relations."

And finally: I say nothing in judgment of you. I can't. I love you too much.

...


Y el que no le parezca, le voy a regalar dos zapatillas de ballet...

LOL!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	World Bridger
Birthday:	24/04/1980
Birthplace:	Mexico City (No longer refuse to be a "Chilango")
Current Location:	In front of PC
Eye Color:	Black as the Devil Paitheth is a cool song.
Hair Color:	Brown was the surname of the Doc in the BTF trilogy.
Height:	As high as I can go. Physichally: 176 cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Democratic Left
Your Heritage:	100% Ecletic-blooded Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Very comfortable and black, thank you.
Your Weakness:	Is my greatest strength.
Your Fears:	Fear itself.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Hasn't been made.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Live fully.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Simón
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Twenty minutes and that's it...
Your Best Physical Feature:	Depends on who you ask...
Your Bedtime:	Is sacred...
Your Most Missed Memory:	I miss having painful memories...
Pepsi or Coke:	Both are banned from my life
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds when I'm poor, Burger King when I'm rich... neither
Single or Group Dates:	Can't remember dating.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	No preservatives, please.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate as Dark as my soul or as Light as my love
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino with raspberry
Do you Smoke:	Yup
Do you Swear:	Fuck yeah!!!
Do you Sing:	Terribly, but with passion...
Do you Shower Daily:	Sometimes twice
Have you Been in Love:	I still Am, thank Ometéotl
Do you want to go to College:	Been there, done that...
Do you want to get Married:	I do.
Do you belive in yourself:	I believe in One.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No matter how high.
Do you think you are Attractive:	I Know it.
Are you a Health Freak:	Tend to.
Do you get along with your Parents:	I don't have parents, I have friends and guides who gave me life.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	YES!!!
Do you play an Instrument:	I make a poor excuse of a keyboarder...
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	As much FREE beer I could Two weeks ago.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	What do you think?
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Nay
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yeah... legal CD's are bought at Malls
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Nope, buit ifI find one I'll eat it.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	I think I have...
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Isn't life a Stage of Human Drama?
In the past month have you been Dumped:	...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Tempted, but no... doing it in a personal Jacuzzi count?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Not that I remember...
Ever been Drunk:	Waaaaaay too young...
Ever been called a Tease:	In my good old days...
Ever been Beaten up:	Yes, the guy's dead now...
Ever Shoplifted:	Yes, my accomplice's in jail now...
How do you want to Die:	Fulfilled...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Me
What country would you most like to Visit:	Scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	I love green eyes, but as long as they see me...
Favourite Hair Color:	Whatever she likes, I preffer black...
Short or Long Hair:	Both, she's sexy with both...
Height:	153 I believe
Weight:	4600 gr.
Best Clothing Style:	Girly Gothic-punk
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Three... two legal...
Number of CDs I own:	324
Number of Piercings:	Had one...
Number of Tattoos:	I finally chose the first... I want six more...
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	If I regret, I deny myself... and if I deny myself, I deny God's work... and by denying His work... I'm acting stupid.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!