Inner battle...

At the time being, I'm trying REALLY hard...

...not to hate that stupid, opportunistic, fat son of a bitch.

...not to give into my burning rage.

...not to say or write anything that I might regret.

...to stay focused on the moment.

...avoiding all this enormous pain to cloud my judgement.

...to surrender to Divinity's Will.

...to let you go.


Please, my love, don't make my mistakes. The following pain is far greater than you can think. I would kill for you to be free with me... please, don't do it... I beg you.